my new wheels

Okay, so while it was cool to ride to work with the fam (although I hate the way my husband drives) I am glad to say that I can drive myself to work again (and it will not take my whole paycheck to do it anymore) and even best of all I DO NOT DRIVE A WANNA BE MINI-VAN anymore. I still have to get my windows tinted and a front license plate with an A on it. But that can wait for now. I am just happy to have a car again. And I was terrified of what I would end up with since I had to get something I could afford. This being responsible and paying for your own stuff is not nearly as fun as being young and irresponsible and having your parents pay for stuff. (I am kidding as I type that for all of you that think I am being serious).

So see, I was right to not stress and just let it go and give it to God (as cheesy as that sounds it worked at least this time) I did get to say "I told you so" to Dan which never happens. He was so upset that day the motor blew up and yelling and being grumpy and cussing and blaming me and I just refused to get mad back at him. He said why don't you act like you care? And I told him I do care, it is very upsetting, but your yelling and cussing will not get us another car. I chose to get in the bounce house and jump with the kids and not stress about it.
It truly does just work out the way it is supposed to, sometimes bad things that happen to you can be a blessing.Not that you want to hear that when you are going through a hard time, but I believe it.

I heard a new song that I just love. It is called "Broken" by lifehouse and I will leave you with the words to the song:


The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
(I'm still holdin on) (I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
There is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin')(I'm holdin' on)(I'm still holdin') (I'm holdin' on) (I'm still holdin')
Barely holding on to you (I'm still holdin on)
Barely holdin on to you