always subject to change

i've often wondered what too much is.

too much "time together" too much "i love you"
too much "you hurt me" too much "this sucks"

i dont know which kind of blog i like more? the funny "i can't believe you said that" or the sad "i am so sorry that happened to you" kind of blog...

i admit i like them both

i don't know what kind of blog this is. i don't know what kind  i want it to be? is that so wrong of me? can i just write and know that someone somewhere reads it

( cause i have a track site reader so i know that it is not just me... the site reader doesnt just have my ip address)

just like i don't know what i want to be when i grow up, i dont know what i want my blog to be... can we just be okay with that for now?

i did find a song that fits me...



rigiht now anyways, that is always subject to change..